In breaking wrestling news, TNA Wrestling star Elayna Black, formerly known as Cora Jade, spoke with PWInsider’s Mike Johnson about various topics, including her release from WWE.
Black remarked, “Yeah, I mean, obviously, it sucked. You know, I launched into watching wrestling when I was eight years old. I dropped out of high school at 15 to become a grappler, so it’s the only thing I had ever wanted. I only ever wanted to make it to WWE and become a, you know, WWE defending champion. And, you know, the situation was always my goal for that. So, obviously, having that ripped away from me is, was considerably hard. But, I’m the type of person who, I never like to stop and just sit in my sadness or in my problems, you know? I wanted to just keep going and going and going. So, I think right away, maybe I didn’t process it promptly. I think at maiden, I was like, ‘Yep, that sucks.’ You know, I cried, but I think I immediately, like that night, I was like — ‘Moving on.’ I was trying to put myself in the mindset of, ‘You know, I’m going to go prove myself, I’m going to go, you know, it’s fine, it is what it is, you know? To add further context, it…’ Obviously, I was angry, I was upset, I was all these different emotions — but overall, I was just ready to go be like, ‘F**k this, I’m going to go prove myself.’”
She continued, “I think that’s what I tried to do, although just being 100% totally honest with — with you, with the fans, with everybody, and with myself, I needed that time to process, and I didn’t give myself that. And then all the emotions kind of started to come and creep up on me and realize that not only did I lose my dream job that I worked for essentially since I was eight years established. I had just surrendered so much in the past year and a half in my life, personally and professionally, whatever the case may be. And I think impulsively, I just wanted to go, go, go, go, go. So, it kind of just felt like the final, final blow to me, and things were kind of like I, at that point, I had completely lost everything. You know, things in my personal life and my professional life, in in every aspect of my life — it was like I lost everything, and there legitimately was nowhere to go but up.”
On taking a break from wrestling:
“So, I think I needed to take that break, which is, was remarkably hard because, you know, there’s so many different opinions in wrestling, you know, friends, coworkers, people you don’t even know, dirt sheets, whatever the case may be. There’s so many different opinions, and I think I’ve done a quality job of just being in this industry for so long from such a young age. Equally important, but, it did get to a point where things were just too much. Interestingly enough, i mean, you know, I’ve been doing this 10 years, obviously there’s people that have been in it way longer — on the flip side I just mean like, I kind of have conditioned myself to not really care what people think. So, I kind of told myself, I need to say, ‘F what everyone thinks, F everyone’s opinion.’ I kind of can’t care about any of that right now, I need to put myself. My mental health first because I fell out of love with wrestling completely.”
She continued, “There were so many aspects that just ruined my love of wrestling. It felt like I was just totally at rock bottom — and I think I knew that I, if I didn’t take that break, that I wasn’t going to continue to have a career in wrestling. What's more, so, regardless of the negative opinions that I did get and, you know, all the crap that people did talk, I think things were the best thing I could have done, and I don’t think I would be in TNA on this day if I didn’t take that break, because it really truly helped my mental health. You know, I got to process the emotions that I should have processed promptly, I got to spend time with family.
Friends and — you know, do things that I haven’t done in the closing 10 years, and kind of just remember who I am as a person and not just a competitor. And my goal was to miss wrestling, and I knew that if I missed wrestling, that I knew that it was still meant for me, and I missed it immediately. I missed it like a three weeks in, still I knew that I needed to take a little bit more time, which is what I did. I’m so glad that I did because here we are — I’m feeling better than ever, I’m feeling motivated, I feel like I’m putting on phenomenal performances, and yeah, I’m ready, I’m ready to take that TNA Knockouts Title, and I think it’s my time.”